make-me-mine

2007-06-08T14:44:00.000+08:00

well basically im officially released by Learning Edvantage Pte Ltd.
Life's pretty dull again working as a Mcdonalds rider..hehe..working tonigh at 10pm til 5am.then continue again at a8am til 3pm.wahaha..conferm best.

aniwaes had my On Job Evaluation at Starbucks Tampines on 07/06/07...was great.
It was atruely an eye-opener for me.Seems like a refreaher course really.
I forgot how fast these baristas are.They were like " a Venti Mocha Fra...*whoosh*....done!"..hahaha..damn..and i cunt flair those grande cups like I used to..hahah.
but I had fun, even though it was only for a short period of time.Faizal was a big big help.Thank you dude.

So right now I'm kinda like waiting for my last interview.Hopefully Ms Allison call me.Wahahahaha...I need the job!!!

2007-06-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

hei my bike pic is UP!..take a look guys..
aniwaes been really looking forward for my interview with starbucks.insyallah.

2007-05-16T09:14:00.000+08:00

Did sumthing for Ms Dee for sum Aussie Garment Reatailer.They didnt really like it.Heh.

2007-05-16T09:13:00.000+08:00

When passion's lost,
and all the trust is gone,
way too far for way too long.
Children crying, cast out and neglected...
Only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold.
Hold the hand of your best friend,
look into their eyes,
then watch them drift away.
Some might say we've done the wrong things for way too long, for way too long...

2007-05-11T16:48:00.000+08:00

hei guys.i'm leaving LEAD and NYPS altogether. :)

i never realised racism could play such a powerful impact on my feelings, my emotions and decisions that i'm making.my goodness.Mr HOD, you are a coward.You go 1 big round just to tell my superiors about my disabilities, not to mention degrading my teaching levels to such low extents.be a gentleman, cum up to me, tell me my mistakes and wrongdoins straight in my face..heh..coward.ouh..kudos to you Ms Back-stabber for informing him of all the wrongs that i've done in my CCA classes.you're one of a kind.in malay they put it "talam dua muka"..or "two faced"..fuck.. :)

some times i wonder why do we even churn out such small matters into engulfing problems that affects ones rice bowl.i realised that my passion for teaching have evaporated. gerry was right, it wud b unfair to sp and him if i were to leave, but then whats the whole point?teaching is gone for me..really2...hopefully sumday it will ignite again..yeah..whatever wrong that i've done to deserve this?racism?favouritism?.perhaps.

but then to all the dudes out there who faces such similar problems.keep your heads high.stand with those two feets that god have given you.walk.run if you could.run to where you find happiness.remember, work with a smile on your face.not racism.if you feel like letting sumthings go, go ahead..we're gonna fight til the end!.. :)

2007-04-25T14:04:00.000+08:00

oh well here we go again..
info no i havnt get my marushin moto-x cuz i felt that its too ex for a 2B bikes..sianz
hav not get my 2A license
hav not get my Class 3 License as well
and i hate being a teacher
its not the teaching realli
its the planning and squeezing of "perfect" ideas for some ppl to look at
and when you present yourself with these "perfect" ideas, these "people" come shooting questions and doubts at you like you're in the crossfire between Cho and his VT victims...darn

2007-03-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

Omigosh!!

Marushin X-Moto..wanna get ma hands on this!..heee

2007-03-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

First up..im appointed the residential trainer at *drum roll* Nanyang Primary School

okay its not that bad but then hey, its 40+km to and fro to school..arrgh..no complaints..telan minyak babe..

and life here is petty okay..hmm..okay yeah..

just that i'm not good at being alone that much...can lose my mind really, i prefer, you know, the hustling and bustling of people screaming 'Mo-cha Frap..Please!!'..heh..miss those starbcuks days

erm..i'm not sure if i wanna stay here after my contract ends

it just seem so deja vu-ish

it just seem so Jurong Camp Qm Branch

heck at least Qm br rocks

unlike here

peaceful..quiet..barf!

ive been working my arse off ever since i join Lead

been chasing and remp-it-ing for cash

because of you

so don't complain kay awak

because of us

coz i dun feel like waiting animore

lets get it done and over with

all that i'm asking is be patient

you do your part and i'll do mine

insyallah

arrgh..2 more hours to go..

2007-02-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

my ferst day at NV?..sucks.
some complications occurred and i have to go to a new school..
this time its deyi secondary
gotta mit up with ismael and gerry
nice fella...
prolly learning alot frm him
ouh and he rides an st-13
suuuiii..
after amk its kallang next at the office
told to assisst miss koh at nanyang pri school
at bukit timah..
waaahhh...
im not quite familiar with the places but then with gerry's help and lots of luck,
voila i made em through...

lol..have you guys ever wondered why relationship turn sour when left untouched, unscathed?
coz ppl like u made no effort to understand what i'm thinking..

2007-02-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

I drink I smoke I fuck.My kind we fight in the club.I mix up that vodka with the chronic and I feel that love.I dream I work I bleedI say things that I don't really meanI'm not into Jail-bait but my girlfriends only seventeen.Can I hit that can I rip that can I lick that Can I get that from behind.I'm murdering and stabbing so much vag I'm wanted for vagasideI'm living a life of sin, no I don't have any friendsNow the rain is coming and I'm running from myself againI feel this darkness coming over meIt's taking over meNow you can rest in pieces By the time the sun goes down Now playa' you can rest in piecesLets ride yeah everybody gonna die Fuck the world playa' ain't nobody getting out aliveLets ride motherfucker we all gonna die We already dead ain't nobody getting out I paint a picture that's perfect so you can see what I'm sayingI state it perfectly clearly so that you know I ain't playingCause I don't give a fuck about you or that shit that you're sayingBecause you caught up in the matrix you blind you sleeping homieI dream I work I bleed I say things that I don't really mean But mostly when I drink too much and I'm smoking too much coush and I'm under too much pressure I think I think too muchI can't find my piece of mind I feel like I'm losing touch

2007-02-07T09:36:00.000+08:00

another day at work

but this time its my last at Rulang Pri School

the experience was fun..heh..

gonna miss Ray and Jeff really

but then again I look forward for NVSS

wonder how the life would be..

keep you guys updated ey..

was it jus a quick peck jus for the sake of kissing?...

aww..too bad..

2007-02-06T22:45:00.001+08:00

wah wah wah

got meself a new template..hee

school kids are fun.. :)

2007-02-01T13:42:00.000+08:00

alas a job for me?!...really?!!

really really.. an as IT trainer/facilitator i supposed..

gd environment.. miss siew peng was soo nice..heh..

petite and sweet..

cant wait to meet the rest

ouh hafiz thanks a thousand

heh..

with all the gibberish that ive stood and withstood

no wonder my short-temper nature blew on that day

its us both at fault but hell, i dun care

it was urs

hope you have a great outing that day

hell i did.period.

2006-11-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

starbucks manager?

no wait...graphic designer?

nah i'll go with the latter...aniwaes designing is difficult...damn difficult...feedbacks and reviews from friends and family have had been a tremendous help..but hey till when do i need to mc-ride my life through..

one time i was attached to a certain animation company with a big malay boss..once he said..heck shouted straight in my face.." butoh ah..dont work like a farking malay and start working like a farking chinese!!"...haha...yep2 he said that and heck he's a malay himself..initially i was in rage after that comment..u see after some thinking actually..he's quite true..bt fark him for saying that in that manner..that drove me on really..to be a designer..never had that in mind bt it worked really..

about the comment he made, pls realise it was a motivational effort

surya's gone to emirates, lan's busy with a regular police job and wan's disappearance left me dumfounded...me?..well im gonna be a graphic designer..thats what it is mr. big-malay-boss-from-a-certain-animation-company..

lets pray that the fire which ignited since the last 3 years still burns in me..lets pray...and hopefully insyallah i'll get a fulltime designer job..pray aight!!

ouh and i hate falling off me bike sending orders...haha...my legs healing!!...its healing!!

2006-11-03T16:37:00.000+08:00

everybody says that she's looking for a shelter,
got alot to give bt i dunno how to help her,
i should just let it go,
til she learn how to grow and how to liberate,

silence is easy

beore anything else, im sorry for the latest disappearing act..have been busy with things that i shouldnt have trubled myself with..aniwaes good news galore..
firstly salam lebaran to all muslimin and muslimah all over the globe!!
secondly my freaking portfolio is done...just nid to print!!
thirdly i fell from my bike again yesterday!!

injured my left ankle, twisted i guess, went to this 'Chung Hwa Medical Group'
very friendly place..friendly staffs and guess what?!!..i got my self an acupuncture treatment!!cool ey!!nw who can realli boast about going to an acupuncture...?
actually it was okay not cool..hah..

aight2 itats all that i can manage right nw..gotta work..!!!

2006-10-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

i juz wanna run and hide, fly kites wrestle jump and play
swim through waves that crash to shore
memories in me
cocoon in misery

was 'fondlin' with youtube and i came across of the best songs i've ever heard...
i'll go wherever you will go by the calling..
classic pop rock..veri nice..
was singing along thorugh the entire clip...and my could i sing..haha..perasan

and money have flown out of my pocket like literally..
been buying lots and lots of stuffs..
eating lot and lots of food, bt still skinny ey?...haha

bt hei i believ in saving for the phuture
u know..u never knw what might juz happen..positive or negative to ones mind..

visited starbux yesterday..
miss that place, everything change like the baristas and the mood and the feeling of juz sitting there aint used to be what it used to be..haha..
n i cant juz crash into their office no more llike how i used to..
i was warned once...took those words realli seriouly ey..

and these days been realli bz with my portfoilo..
almost there khus, almost there...GAMBATE!!

2006-10-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

hei there...
its been a while aint it
been doing alot of shits lateli
and my comp juz got a revamp..finally
sad to say tat im still mc-donalin'
i juz can get my self up for a designin job

lifes pretti stale lateli
been buzy with chasin' dockets and money lateli

my portfolios almost up
juz need a few changes in layout and some minor glitches here and there
been thinking abt setting a webbie for my werks
bt i guess tat has to wait lah

been involved in an accident bck then
was travellin' along yishun ring rd cornering towards ave 11 when this car brush against me
was a total wreck
my zed in a wreck
im in a wreck
the zed gt a new colour overhaul..been pretti sleek heh
aniwaes still fighting for the damn insurance and the traffic police stil havnt called in for a report

bie's berfdae was on 25th sept
love that day
bought her a guess watch
i guess thats the most expensive gift that ive ever bought for anione
well love is priceless

dads' calling me a 'coolie batak'
heh for werking at mcd for such a long tym
guess juz hav to swallow then
be a man
not a boy

mayb sumday life will be cool
this world would be a cool place to live in
heck im still chasing my dreams
chasing the things i want
n mind you..i said chasing
bt ppl dont understand
ppl think im crawling
what would wirna's parents say if i told them that im working at mcd?
paiseh
terplanting!!

haha

n she still havent call..

2006-08-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

Dear bie,

There! A brand new layout just for you.

Hopefully with this new layout you'll remember to update okay?

Update means to create a brand new entry, in case you've forgotten :o

Pfft~

2006-05-12T16:14:00.000+08:00

an incident happened at jb tis morning at 3am.we were heading towards a dvd shop to 'smuggle' in a few dvds.seeing an empty parking space we decided that parking there would be easier.bt 1 problem tho. a 'forester johorian' vehicle was parked directly in front of us on the pavement. heh. moments later the driver came up to us and said " i give you guys 3 mins to move you bike, if not i'll whack", then turend away to start his engine.we were stun to hear those word. brother, can say politely mah.jus bcoz your fren's cuddling with some gerl and your not,no need to vent anger and threaten mah.its not that im shunning or even complaining abt johor, bt a few black sheeps here and there are so impolite.tell you the truth johor's a great place, the food-petrol-cigs-shop aunties-kedai kakak-ramli burger that has no equal.great place. bt and am not directing these to johorians oni, singaporeans are quite well known for their impoliteness too. esp women drivers and taxi uncles.reckless drivers.never give face one.to all the peeps out there, respect is earned through respect. you give me respect, i'll gladly give you respect.its not how much money you earn, who your father is,which generation you came from, what your rank is,who your sisters married to,who your girlfren is,even if your mum a great great niece of a well known singer back in the hey-days that i guess noone has ever heard of her, heck i dun care.you get what you give.bull!
ok ok. *deep breath khus*.sumtyms i felt tired riding a bike. i guess im safe to say that riding is not really safe.esp the monsoon season goin on lately.abt glamour.no.i do not think riding a bike is glamourous.riding a bike is a liability.yes believe me.
bt hey guess what, ive got 4 more weeks of werking days to clear ma leave. then am off. would b handing over my 'roles and responsibilities' to my understudy next week.how time flies.
world cup's cumin.better buy cartons of red bull!!hohoho...

2006-04-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

:Things i did to ma freakin'125z!!:
- paintwork
- decarbonise
- sprocket change
- chain change
- downfork
and there's still loads more to be done
till' I have the one!!

:Painful Lessons:
Somtimes things dun't really go as plan whatsoever bt I guess thats' how life is.
But somtimes you change and redirect the way you are goin' to go!That depends actually...forward?backwards?sideways? Bt whatever it is, juz dun't regret. Know
that you have tried your freakin' best and know that theres light ahead of every
freakin' tunnel.The problem is, whether you have the will to go on.But truth be told
that us humans can never relish the moment where we stand still rooted to the ground
and say "that's it.I've done enough!!"...never a human will ever say those words.
they'll want more and more, coz the grass is alweas green-er that the other side.
Heck, but you know that you still have to surge forward.Whatever it is, life
goes on and on and on and on.In Japan,they say..."Gambate!!"

actually, I dunt know whi i post this shit.haha..

Things have been kicking my way lately, Im not sure why, suddenly juz found that
inner peace in me.Heh.Everything seems settled lately.Thats the way I like 'em.

:Understand Understood:

2006-03-25T19:18:00.000+08:00

been bz lately,wit' exercises goin on.and yes am currently posting this entry in the middle of me freakin' duty.miss ma bie so much.luv u.bt hey im not the kinda guy who posts abt me relationship and all.dun wan ma relationship to get involve with this mumbo-jumbo-bloggy-shityy-thingymanh'.
how'r u guys doin?fine i hope.me?lets talk abt tat later ait.aniwaes 2 and a half mnths to got to clear me leave..been really waitin' for this moment.juz cant wait for that moment to arrive.but hey,in singapore, enjoyment is momentary.it wont last.unlike love.coz love's god gift to us all..
aniwaes great news.i have finally got an understudy.and his name's hafiz frm bmtc.okae here i go..welcome to hell".. i mean aboard, yep welcome "aboard" to the ever carin-sharin-loving-smiling-laughing-all the work u have to do-ing QM Br!!..
i'll be guiding u frm now on and as you know encik wants u to fill the void afta taiwan, so be prepared.bt 1 reminder though, i aint gonna be teachin' u everitin', coz work here,requires fuckin' up and messing a few things then u kena fuck before u get 'em right.alright.oh and dun take the storemen lightly, they can b veri irritating most of the tym.and buy loads of cigarettes!..u need em' like they say, if u have cigarettes in saf u'll b evribody's best frend..*smiles from ear to ear*
aniwaes, im really not sure on wat to do afta rod-in.really.skewl?nah no money.actually goin bck to skewl's a great idea.bt hey i tink its ripe tat i do sumtin to earn maself sum cash and handle a few family matters.coz my familys' the ferst priority in life.i think im mature and experience enuf for tat.take 'em lyk another challenge.yeah tat'll b great.then study.hmm.wont it?actually im grateful to the saf really, i learn a number of stuffs here, life outside would b fucked up.u have to cover ur ass asap and run like f.gump :) 2 years right here really taught me a thing or too really.
aniwaes tats all i have to say i guess.chiaoz. oh how am i? fucked!

2006-03-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

"barf"

2006-03-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

My scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pi**ed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help to fix myself

Your making me insane

All I can say is

I tried to help you once

A kiss will only vise

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That your drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassions in my nature

Tonight is our last dance

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

2006-02-01T13:27:00.000+08:00

get ready ppl..

khus has got a bike..

yess!! :)

picked up the 125z on the 26th Jan

at everbest paya lebar

actually it looks kinda rusty

am really unhappy with the workmanship of that company

nvm, will go back there to get my stuffs and claim

his promises that he made to me

lifes been pretty swell lately

lets see,

friday was on duty in camp

while everyone got a half day off,

i was in the ops room jaga..

saturday wakes up in camp

then go home lah..

go jalan2 for a short while..

sunday was on duty again in camp

monday wakes up in camp

went home then at night go rounding2 with the boys

came back at 0430hrs on tuesday (ok..this part was my fault!)

tuesday came back to camp jus for a CNY function at the mess

to serve the commander 'makan' while they "low hey"

uhm..and yes..in camp..

"low hey" - a term to describe an action that Chinese ppl

do during the festive month.they will use chopsticks

to pull on these colourful noodles added with

ingridients such as honey, salmon, nuts, sesame seeds, etc

and yess..its raw..

it is said that the higher the noodle is pulled,

the better-er the fortune that that will follw

for the new year.

and yes they will make a mess out of "low hey-in"

that yours truly had to clear

we are practically the ones to clear the dump that they

had left after the "happy hour"

1 word - Make-Shift-Banquet Cleaners

okay..make that 4..

sooo practically while you were all having fun at home relaxing with your loved ones,

yours truly was puking all the way in the toilet sink

due to a sudden manifestation of Jurong Camp in the head!

5 more months to go.. :)

2006-01-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

PMS

Party Muz Stop.

hah..realli b's "time of the month" can be really frustrating

she gets these cramps all over and shit

depression out of the blue

and there's nothing i can ever2 do abt it..

ever :)

do all gerls suffer the same fate?

im not quite sure, bt the way she explains it to me

all the suffering and confusion and all

i wouldnt wanna go through a single day of PMSs

this time grass will alwaes be greener on my side..

AWOL

Are We On Leave..?

the thought of awol-in never came across me mind

seriously

even when i was forced to make 6 big cambros of coffee and tea

even when i had to 'jaga' the freaking fish at the office..yes clean the tank

even when i had troubles with this SSG Rama in camp

even when i had to suffer in-camp due to some brats taking free flow MCs

never

and i never will

ROD

Ready Or Die!

can't wait.

but then we have to think abt work

coz work = money

and money = makes me happy

i mean who would'nt rite?

yeah2 i know u all might be thinking about the

"bt then money doesnt really make the world go round " shit

seriously been thinking about a job now

i know its 7 mnths to go bt then the sight of ma frens

working at sum factory and MCds delivery makes me shudder

In this case its either you're ready for work or die trying..

oh here's ma fav...

KIPS(KR)

Kenderaan Idaman Pompuan Sial

(Sluts Fav Vehicle)

apologies to all who ride this bike

bt then the matter juz popped into me mind

seriously..

serious.

banyak bebual banyak bohong

hate these guys

bt then in SAF you have to lie

heard of the 'by right' method?

now here's 'by left'

a white lie

like for example

ur restin in bunk and you know your officers calls in

and you say you havin a dump

you know those kind of crap

well NSFs actually learn to lie from their seniors

can't blame us really

happy faces everyone, happy faces.

chiaoz

2006-01-10T16:52:00.000+08:00

its been a long tym since i drop by,
got no tym got no rhyme..haha..
been busy with life with work and relationship,
first off...selamat hari raya haj to all,
hope you guys hav a gd rest today,
hav got to book in tonight,
coz some big shots having their breakfast in the morning tomorrow,
why?..coz we're the QM/condemn/bak kak liao/cover mountain cover sea/the last branch in the food chain branch,
what can i say..been there done that..
juz cant wait to get this over with,
coz when i leave..the seniors would hav left by then,
and the newbies...well they can suffer,
coz they're taking life in NS wae to smoothly and easily,
unlike wad the seniors and i hav been through..haha...
die sure die one lah....
oh 6 more months to clear my leave..

relationships can be tough actually,
its not tat we fight that often whatsoever,
its juz the communication barrier that we experience,
coz im no brain bug (the ones in starship troopers..yeah big n ugly),
coz i dun't read peoples mind,
i bet she's not...
and tats where we have to talk,
but nooo...she hav to please me by saying "no khus, if you wanna hav a great tym with frens then i'm happy"...
coz i know she aint happy inside...i know..
and i realised that...
and stupid me thought that everything was okay until the very last min..
she explodededed...thats triple the past tense( coz it happened way back)
so b, if there's anything that ive done wrong..please say..
evrithings okay know...coz i fed her 'breeks' yesterday..hahaha
coz im no brain bug..haha..

cuming this week im gona survey sum bikes..at paya lebar..or ubi..
seriously my agitation to get a bike have been low recently,
coz im not tat confident in riding a new bike all the way frm paya lebar back to yishun..
cant they juz send it over to my carpark?
i'll pay..
haha...ok im bullshitting..
yalah, but you hav to start sumwhere right,
seriously looking forward to join the boys on the road...mcm fun gitukan...
oh heres a pic of my soccer teams logo...made em myself!!
team azzurri..
gogogo!!..haha..
peace out..

the world's dying we dun't care..

2005-12-26T07:02:00.000+08:00

it's 7am in the morning and i have done my report mr DO sir...
i've clean the Ops Rm..
i've fetched my UIR reports..
i've updated the log book..
actually i've updated everything that needs to be updated per minimum requirement..
i even signed my handing over/taking over form for the next duty clerk right after i took over the previous duty clerk..got it?
i've slept for 10 hrs..
read the papers..
watched tv whole day/night long..
ate my belly out...
stare at the comp for quite a long time..
and talked to my bie for less that half an hour..

will tat do mr DO sir? *grins*

:: flutterphuck : make-me-mine ::

2005-12-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

death comes with swift wings,
death comes upon thou,

what have i conjure in me,
the might and the power to see,
so fast ansd so sudden,
shell shock hits thou with such burden,
never knew time would erase such memories,
never knew that these would be in our diaries,

death comes with swift wings,
death comes upon thou,

i'll bind the legs so i can't walk,
pierce the tongue so i can't talk,
my body my mind so awkwardly in space,
thou body thy temple that i shall taste,
from here right on i have the urge,
to death i purge to death i purge,

death comes with swift wings,
death comes upon thou,

bet ya did'nt know ..

2005-12-21T09:58:00.000+08:00

MC on tuesday!!caught a cold...cant' breathe that well..lots n lots of phlegm.Hee...actually im just tired to go to work..seriously, everythings been push to me..
"khus here, khus there, khus how like dat??"
shud have signed on lah like tat, if everything i do den pay me a regulars' pay lah..hahaha...
one thing though, hav you ever felt like let's say, you guys (esp. NSFs) go on a long break like eh 1 week block leave, you tend to miss camp?..hah seriously f*ck up rite??..you hate em bt in a long run you miss em..silly realli..tats how i felt whenever i got a weeks' leave..like nutin to do at home like tat..better go to work..
but wadever it is...just cant wait to get outta here..pretty contradicting really,bt who gives a F*CK!! chiaoz..

"Hypnotize"

2005-12-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

"Why don't you ask the kids at Tiananmen Square
Was fashion the reasonwhy they were there
They disguise it
Hypnotize it
Television made youbuy it

I'm just sitting in my car
And waiting for my

She's scared that I will take her away from there
Her dreams and her country left with no one there
Mezmerize the simple minded
Propaganda leaves us blinded

I'm just sitting in my car
And waiting for my girl "

:: flutterphuck : make-me-mine ::

2005-12-16T14:48:00.000+08:00

::daily ration state::
::ration amendments::
::masturbation::
::setting up of AOR::
::daily parade state::
::typing of G219s::
::up the tonner::
::down the tonner::
::fax papers::
::receive fax::
::further masturbation::
::in-ration::
::out-ration::
::set up tables::
::make 6 10000 LCD of coffee,tea and syrup::
::serve COMD::
::serve China General::
::further masturbation::
::Hapy Hour::
::set up skirtings::
::paste MCs for storemen::
::claim MCs for storemen::
::get screwed by storemen::
::screw storemen::
::further masturbation::
::call for quotations::
::disturbed by Messing Warrant::
::report to encik::
::sleep at bunk::
::caught by encik::
::Off cancelled by Encik::
::snore::
::indent GE through AOR::
::further masturbation::
::outcamp::
::collect DO::
::clean bunk::
::cover ration::
::further masturbation::

will return with the remainder 95% of a clerks job....

People, All Grow Up To Die,There Is No One Here But Me

2005-12-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

i've got the counter goin on, 151 more working days to go...hah!.Aniwaes I was working voluntarily at starbucks on 081205.it was great fun..Missed those people there..Haha..Nothing much to do now these days, had a tiring day at work for the last few days, am not quite sure why.
And i still hadn't gotten me bike, money issues really.today's payday but still after reserving some for future expenses i've got like wad? 1/5 of the original pay to jolly with..haha..seriously money can be a trouble sumtimes.
Went to JB last nite wit adi, bambang, bal, man and hafiz..they got their bikes fixed filled up their tanks then we went straight to "Singgah Selalu"...had a meal there then chiao..Bambang came up to me and said.
"Life was much more carefree when we were younger"
i was stunned a bit, seriously now the boys are really talking some sense..all grown up huh...13 years together and we've been like friens since we were wearing uniform..now we are working surviving on evry shift that we work on...just to live..wow..theses boys, they're like ma brothers, so close tat wirna wont even understand why we alwaes chill out together..haha..life's a bitch really...no really really..

My Sweet Revenge Will Be Yours For The Takin' Its In The Makin'..

2005-11-22T09:18:00.000+08:00

finally i've found the courage to publish me own blog..yay!!..but seriously i look upon me blog as a wae to 'siam' from the ration and paper werks that i have in the army..haha..
aniwaes apologies to all coz i wun't be able to update the blog regularly coz there will alwaes be sumone lurkin' around me back lookin at wad me is doin..

lifes pretty dull these daes, high points??... me got me license for me bike..alas after a year..alhamdulillah, me gettin me 125z b4 the end of the year tho'.pen,raden and iqbal already got their z's..now's my tym..cant wait. but wad to do - mei yeo chian.haha.wad do u expect frm the army rite??

well thats all.me officer called oreadi,everidae kena arrow..
so stick around in me blog...never noe wad you might get..

Cruel Regulators Smoking Me Cigars....

2005-11-16T09:18:00.000+08:00

I'm back.. :)